The skinny.

Okay, seriously, folks... Do you think Adele really knows just how beautiful she is??  Geez.  This girl is gorgeous!  And not just on the outside, but the inside.  I love her confidence, her attitude, and ohh that voice.  I love love love her!

And you know what, she isn't a size 0, and you know what?  She doesn't care.

I guess it just saddens me to know some people believe that skinny is the only sexy, or really, that body image is the only sexy.

I was once told not too long ago that I was prettier when I was thinner.  Hmm... okay, yeah, I can see that.  I think I was, too, but I wasn't exactly the prettiest person on the inside.  I was judgmental, somewhat snotty, and thought my poop didn't stink.   In my thin days, I never really cared about my weight, and maybe it was because I was always active, but to me, my weight was just a number.  I did however, care about the way I looked.  If I didn't look like Britney Spears, I didn't look good at all.

Now, I am 200+ lbs, and although I really can't stand all this jelly,  I am grateful.  Grateful, my heart is in a better place.  Grateful I'm not the person I was 5 years ago.  Grateful, that the number one thing on my mind isn't how much I weigh or how "skinny" I look.  Grateful, that I am healthy... on the inside.

However, I know I need to get crackin' on losing weight, because sometime very soon, I'd like to have another baby.  But at this weight, I'm not going risk anything.  I want to have the healthiest pregnancy possible... possible being what I know I can control, and I know I can control my weight.  All of that other stuff, well, its in God's hands.  And although this is a whole 'nother blog post, I can't wait until my feet heal, so I can start working out, again, although we have a love/hate relationship.

So anywho, what defines sexy to you?  What makes you sexy?



Faith, Love, and Sexy!
Casey